Is it wrong to want prfessional women that I meet to mother and nurture me?

I have never really had a good reltionship with my mum and sometimes I feel a bit left out. Is it wrong that I want almost every woman I come across to mother and nurture me? I sometimes dream of certain women like cuddling me and being there for me when I'm upset....it makes me feel so wierd am I crazy???? I am doing a show at the moment and there is this woman ((who has the main part)) and she is a barrister...which is what I want to do when I'm older. I almost suddenly felt drawn to her and I feel slightly obsessed...I doin't know what it is and this isn't the first time its happened to me either!!! please help me...am I stupid??